Mood: pissed off
Music: Thoughts of a dying Atheist - Muse
Color: death. meh, thats not a color.
Today is: Gettin ready to move out of the house day
and it scares the hell out of me, but the end is all i can see.
im having a breakdown. but im keeping composure.
i cant legally discuss it, but here is what i can tell you:
1. I will be moving out of my house in the next couple of weeks. If you're willing to house me for weekend or so - have bag, will travel. February, I should be living elsewhere. Probably out by CV in a family friend's basement. Take note: I am pretty much living by myself.
2. Divorces suck. But in a way that only leeches know how.
3. As i learn more and more about this process, it makes me unhappy that i didn't say something earlier.
4. I will be getting a therapist starting February 1st. if you have any suggestions of really good therapists (not psychiatrists) it would be greatly appreciated.
If you ever need me, the cell is where to reach me cruel cruel world
praying you didnt give this to me... les, im going. you don't need to come. im going by myself and then im kicking that bastard in the ass anyway.